HanYuan

Complicated

2011-03-07T07:27:00.000-08:00

男孩爱女孩女孩爱男孩？
男孩疼女孩女孩疼男孩？
男孩愿意为女孩付出一切不顾代价女孩愿意吗？

男孩不在乎女孩付出的多少
他只在乎女孩好不好？

即使再忙即使和朋友多开心男孩的视线总会偷偷往女孩眇
总怕女孩照顾不了自己总怕女孩有需要帮忙的
更怕女孩会忘了他

即使天下着雨即使再也走不动
只要女孩开口要求的男孩拼了命也会尽量办到
期盼的只是女孩开心的笑容

女孩从小据尽天下宠幸
对男孩的付出她不是看不到而是看了也感受不了
男孩期盼的微笑却换成了冷冰冰的 “哦谢谢”
男孩依然努力地满足她爱她
期望有天，女孩能开心地抱着男孩说“老公谢谢你谢谢你付出的一切我爱你么么”

那天似乎还很远
那天或许永远也会到来

或许哪天，女孩不再属于男孩谁知道

女孩永远不懂男孩多么爱她
口口声声的爱口口声声的永远永远都只是美丽的谎言
点缀着一篇又一篇的爱情故事

留下的只是男孩心中淌下的血

而女孩依然微笑着。。。

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Jz for you -My Gurl-

2010-12-03T18:21:00.000-08:00

Huney, b update this blog juz for you, hope you may read it :)

Last night was a challenging night for me.. A guy suddenly said he wanna take you away from me. I act like I M NOT AFRAID but actually i m... huhu :(

I m pretty confident in everything i do, except for love.. I hope what i did is enuff to keep u by my side 4ever.. I noe i m not kind of romantic guy, but i swear that i used my everything to keep u by my side, dear...

B want u oni.. N therfore i have u only to love... If even u leave me alone, then my life is plain, its disastrous... B love u, forever <3

_Jessica Fung Lee Ying, My Love_

updateee :DD

2010-10-31T08:56:00.000-07:00

So long time didn't update this blog d..
well, since there is no audience why the cinema should play movie? xD

Movie? Well now i start to feel that my life is a movie, or more than a movie.
I got my girl, i got my friends, I got my family back, I got my teachers, I got my enemys.

Well, a 'U" rated movie xP

To my girl, thnx 4 compromising me for such a loooong time, and now u finally dare to admit everything between us. I have nothing to give u, jz my heart. Can u get it? Btw, thanx 4 everything. U r my nurse when i was sick, u r my teacher when i look stupid(particularly maths x.x), you are my support whenever I need it. In front of you, i am jz a little boy who have no sense of pride or macho image, even a bit! I can't mask myself and, the one you love now is the real me :)

To my frens, thnx 4 being my friend. U all are awesome! :DD

To my family, thnx 4 accepting me bck, i'll live my life wellllll... :)

To my teachers, STPM will prove things ><"

To my enemy, forgiveness is the best thing i can give, lets not be enemy if we can't befren. I prefer to be neutral. :)

To excel, GO TO HELL! XD Yea 3 more days to go, then i can rest summore (although i didnt work hard lols)..

Umm.. I think tats all for today.

Miss you JESSICA FUNG LEE YING! Need u much... :(

Nitex bloggie, Nitex sayang bbgurl :)

My gurllllllllllllll

2010-08-06T20:24:00.000-07:00

She's special
She's the only one that can own me completely
She's the only who can manipulate my feelings like this
She's pretty
She's cute
She's awesome

She's My Gurl :)

Sometimes she made me sad, well tat's normal.. I made she sad too..
Sometimes she made me jealous, well it's fine.. She needs her friends too...
Sometimes she made me sweet, well.. Thnx SYG... :)
Sometimes she's clumsy, always hit the tables or watever , well she' cute
Sometimes she ignored me emmmmm well.... No comment.. I love u somehow rather..

Always, I LOVE U :)

Wat if I........

2010-07-30T18:10:00.000-07:00

如果我变成回忆

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你

如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记

ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｔｒｙ　ｔｏ　ｌｉｖｅ　ｗｅｌｌ，　ｂｕｔ　ｉ　ｄｕｎｎｏ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ＇ｌｌ　ｌｅａｖｅ．．
ｋｅｅｐ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｏｆ　ｍｙ　ｌｏｖｅ　４　ｕ，　ｍｙ　ｄｅａｒ　：）

Live new Life..

2010-07-25T00:15:00.000-07:00

Seeking 4 new life,

OLD ME, out out out :)

Castle vs Reality

2010-07-07T07:35:00.000-07:00

I hope i m in Castle wif u although reality says no.

J.F.

2010-06-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

Princess,u hurt me too much now! T.T

FWENS

2010-06-19T10:52:00.000-07:00

又要离开了。最舍不得的，非我那班猪朋狗友莫属.

痛快的和他们去疯了两天，因为我知道，明天开始，我又是孤独一个人....

即使我认识了新的朋友，但无论如何，我还是想念我的猪朋狗友们。即使你们不是什么特别成功的人，也没有万贯缠于腰间，你们始终是我最重要的人们，哇哈哈！ =D

曾经，我把情人摆在第一位。当然也曾埋怨kpm的重友轻色，但最后，我才明白，朋友是一辈子的。

而爱情，可以是很短暂，就如泡沫一样，一触就碎。

爱情vs友情大对碰 =P

1. 爱情是私人的，只能独自占有；友情是公共的，谁都可以拥有对方。
2. 爱情不可增加，只可以单一；有情可以不断增加，再增加！
3. 爱人两年不见，再见已无意义；朋友即使二十年不见，再见还是朋友。
4. 爱情常在眼泪中感受到爱的存在；友情常在狂笑中感受到友谊的存在。
5. 爱情不可以转介绍给别人。友情却可以无限度地转介绍给他人。
6. 爱情中，两人流泪的次数很多很多；你一生只为你所有的朋友流泪一次，就在毕业的那天。

结论：友谊超级六连胜！！ x)

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我生命中的好朋友们。谢谢你们。没有了你们，我也很难走到今天。虽然有时候我们摩擦难免，但我知道，我们在彼此心中都占有一席之位，谢谢你们，我的·猪朋狗友·！ XP

Princess

2010-06-18T04:00:00.000-07:00

She broke into my life

She broke into my heart
She melts me
She decides my mood
She is my everything---

MY PRINCESS :)

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Ｍｉｎｅ　＝）

2010-06-17T18:55:00.000-07:00

Yay Yay!!ＸＤ

Finally i bought IT---BY2 latest album: "Growing up".. It costs me almost 50 bucks but i still feel tat it worths :D

Here'ｓ da picha！　ｘＰ

Rear View :)

Ａｌｍｏｓｔ　50 bucks x)

bonus section: my collection xD

Something important given by somebody important :))

ＨａｎＹｕａｎ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｇｏ　ｔｏ　ｓｔｕｄｙ　ａｇａｉｎ．．　Ｎｏ　ｂｌｏｇ　ｕｐｄａｔｅ　ｆｏｒ　ｍｏｎｔｈｓ　ｘ．ｘ
Ｈｏｗｅｖｅｒ，　ｇａｍｂａｔｅｈ　ａｌｌ　ｘ）

Imma Lasallian　　:DD

2010-05-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

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-Register-
Today i went register at SM Lasalle.. Owh!Ｉ love that skul!! :DD
Looking forward to join it v soon..

-Hostel-
N btw, thnx 4 tat LD gurl who spent her time helping me to find that BROTHEＲ CHARLES.. he's a kind old man but frankly speaking, he's kinda weird. hope there's no problem wif him after dis ==" i think i can communicate well with old men :P

-My new school-
I like sm la'salle much i think.. Dunno why i feel v warm in that school, juz like wat i felt in sm tshung tsin sabah bfore.. I think i could do much there, yes i should :DD

-$$$-
Everything settled d.. N i used almost rm 1000 ==" luckily grandma gave me some money, so that i wont suffer there xP

-conclusion-
Hmm.. Ntg to say le.. Jz update blog nia xDD

Waiting 4 .NEW LIFE.

2010-05-09T08:35:00.000-07:00

I still miss HER.
I still miss HER.
I still miss HER.
I still miss HER.

Didn't say dis to jiacheng 4 days d.. LOL.. Coz i dun wan go fan him lah he so kolian oways kena fan ><
I'd try to avoid frm thinking bout her but whenever i stopped bz my imagination will all flow towards her.. =((
I can't let off wat I had built on her, my LOVE.

BSH!!! U r so cruel, u r so bad!! But i love u..

I go find her yesterday via sms, today via msn, i tried to control the desire but i was defeated.
I SMS-ed her n MSN-ed her..
Talked like pretending i m OK but my heart is bleeding..
The most hard part is to pretend that i dun love her anymore..
How many times that i almost told her: I miss u, i love u, please be wif ME!!

But come on VHY, she DIDN"T like u.. So y r u making urself like SHIT?

Owh my, i m SHIT in front of her, that's my confession.

Trying to be--Dead and Gone

2010-05-05T20:42:00.000-07:00

Enjoy this :)

Yes.. The old me, should be dead and gone..